giving up

i thought i was having a perfect day, good grades, no tensions, no problems and all, but i guess it didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be.
at about 6:45 pm, our service suddenly broke, as in ka ed said it won't function coz the clutch broke ata or something. it was already dark outside, but we don't have a choice, we had to walk to the gate of analyn village in order to ride a jeepney then a trike to reach home. really annoying. our driver didn't even give such an effort na ihatid kami to the village gate. maybe he's too afraid his van might be carnapped. duh? who would bother to steal a worn out, so used, depreciated van like that?! i hate that driver, very insensitive. buti na lang, i got home safely. the question now is, how am i supposed to go to school tomorrow,now that our service van has finally given up?


just after i signed in to ym, i see status messages saying, "he's happy wherever he is now", "let's all pray for him", blah, blah... the type of messages telling us, yep, arren has given up. at about 6pm, he passed away. very depressing, even on my part. though i don''t know him personally, i felt that i'm also involved. the whole lasallian community was involved. we will all miss him. wherever you are arren, our prayers will always be with you, we will always be with you.

giving up is not defeat for we can always start anew. we can always make a brand new start for as long as we believe.